vod writes:
hi, If you want to act, you have to devote yourself to it. Send out letters and photos every day, work all the hours under the sun, whatever it takes. If you’re not determined, you won’t get anywhere.
Thanks bud, er, vod. I'm trying my best. Things are slowly but surely improving. At points it feels like a one step forward and two steps back kind of a thing, but sometimes I've been having the 5 steps forward kind of days.